CANCER DANCER!!!

leave one behind to remember what its like
experience others to see it was right
granted or not, it was always there
love, no excess baggage
cant refuse a deal
love, no excess baggage
honey it was real
just stay with me, drop all your regrets
you know your side
i know my stand
when someone reaches out
you take their hand
patience only runs so long
but love weighs you down like a brick, holding ground
we all have hands dear, and we all will reach
the factor is who will stay and who will breach
i beg each moon to whisper to the sun
as they cross eachother, forcing days to come
i beg each moon to whisper to the sun
ensure this new day will be the very last one
im tired of waiting, but i am not sick.
love weighs you down. like a brick.

if you want an explination, ask.

Every night is a dreamland
Every day is a nightmare
Every single day is a living hell

But lets talk about me
Lets talk about what i have in store for you...

My intentions stand before an alter years from now
My dreams are buried six feet under
No more than twentyfour inches from you
And I'll be counting on the worms
Ill be counting on the worms to chew...
Chew a tunnel from me to you

Heres a start:

Stop praying for salvation, dear
I've been doing this for you all along
Just focus on whatever it is that makes this right
Because no matter what new skin you wear
I will always be there with my arms and my love

I said, will you please stop praying.
I've got this under control.

XX

I love you.

this withdrawal never gets old, the longing remains
unlike the soul that ive sold to the devil in me
he whispers in my ear each and every time
he whispers in my ear just to remind
that i try and i fail and i try and i fail
i sold my soul to the devil in me
i try and i fail on the 167 regional rail
making stops in god knows where
making stops in god knows where ive been, where i am going
god knows where...
so i fold in my arms and pry at my chest,
if only this shell would just open up
id show you, for once, what im made of
id show you for once that i am in love

aks aboutt me: i would love to see a guy with split personality disorders lock himself in a public bathroom stall, and beat himself off, however his other personality is still subconsious and doesnt want to be wacked off...but he has no control of his body. how scary is that shit? a man with split personalities can literally rape himself, and walk away emotionally damaged.

so i worked late tonight, got home around 9:45pm (i go in at 10am). spent the day photographing our designer suits.

i want a suit now... :[


i want this. i shot it yesterday. its an armani.


just another suit.


anyways, im counting down the days

i am anxiously waiting to be near you again

goodnight.

i have at least 60 years ahead of me, but i already know i have found the greatest thing i will ever find, and the only thing i will ever need.

you have the looks, you have the taste, you have the humor, and you have all of the love in the world.

you have it all.

my stomach folds for the ways i worry about you. but its not you. im sure you know this, i want you to know that i know this too.

i dont know if i can stop myself from being this way. i know that i cant go back to who i was or what it was like before i met you.

a lifetime with you still wouldnt be enough. but i'll take what i can get.

im so sorry for the ways i am.

i love you.

hi, for all the ladies and genitals in the house, im kyle, and i have testicles.

i like photo ogra fee. and i shit my pants freely with disregard to my wherabouts.

right now at this very moment, im at my girlfriends (kelly) father's house using her sister's laptop. and you should appreciate these facts, lots of geneology and generations of penises and vaginas are behind this post.

this is my sensually hot asshole:


and dont hate me becuase im beautiful, hate me because your parents both mutually agree that they want my testicles.


wait til you see my dictation machine.

I enjoy fat niggers.